That is pretty rough! :( well i know where your coming from with the whole “everyone thinks im always happy” i tend to hind all my miserable emotions from all my friends since i really don’t want them to know whats really going on in my life…you are probably going through a time in your life where you are so confused about everything! It’s hard to figure out who you are..it’s not like you can understand everything in a day! It takes time and a lot of big events to help you realize who you are..also..with the whole hiding your emotions thing..you really should tell someone..like a close friend..about whats going on in your life..because if you keep everything in..it will hurt you a lot…hope you get better! <3
