i’m tired of life. im tire of swimming four hours a day and then going to marching band. im tired of being fat. im tired of being ugly. im tired of not having good grades. im tired of everyone expecting shit from me.
Everyone gets tired now a days…stress gets to you..you tend to overthink things and you start to hate your life! Now there is an easy solution…take on day off…maybe even two..and just forget about everything and treat yourself! Make yourself feel good again! And about what you said about being fat…you probably even aren’t if you swim for 4 hours a day! You really need to stop seeing yourself as ugly and fat and try not to care about what other people think…don’t live your life based on other people expectations because you will only bring sadness upon yourself..and your happiness does matter!
so I have 2 best friends and i’m starting to worry i’m only hanging out with this one. I don’t want to just leave the other in the dust but its hard to hang out with them both at the same time help?
Take some time for the both of them..if you feel like you hang out with one more than the other! Plan to watch a movie or something with the one you feel like you’re leaving out! :) it’s hard to have bestfriends who don’t hang around each other because sometimes you have to share yourself with them! But if you can..maybe you can find a similar interest between the two of them so that all three of you can hang out! :D